rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6. apr. 2021
4 368 000 Ogledi

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • As someone bipollor i did love having demi as a role model. Its not her fault she was misdiagnosed. Her erratic behaviour made me justify mine but also caused mass anxiety due to the medication clearly not working when is should. Unlike depression and anxiety this is complicated. Noradrenaline levels become low.. which is simple terms reduces the serotonin and dopamine. Which makes you happy and sad. Shes still amazing in my 👀.. if anything im glad she's coming.r out as not being as it to me seemed so odd after being in treatment centres

    chloemay91chloemay91Pred 3 urami
  • Using in moderation. Okay, ma’am. Maybe there will be a third documentary about how that didn’t work. Hopefully the third documentary isn’t about her life before an OD death.

    JessJessPred 3 urami
  • Im afraid she’s gonna be gone in 3

    Katherine VelasquezKatherine VelasquezPred 3 urami
  • Demi I love you ❤❤.

    Allison LukeAllison LukePred 3 urami
  • Wowwww Demi and Christina Aguilera both look so gorgeous. 😍

    Oello👽Oello👽Pred 4 urami
  • “It’s just a little red win, I’ll be fine..... “ Then goes on to saying she wants to drink in moderation. I pray she can

    Devyn None-yaDevyn None-yaPred 4 urami
  • I LOVE her laugh 😆

    Kwane SmithKwane SmithPred 4 urami
  • What is with her friend (ex sober companion) encouraging her to use drugs in moderation?! Moderation does not work with addicts. These two best friends do not give off genuine vibes #justsayin

    Ella EnchantedElla EnchantedPred 4 urami
  • Please try to be sober please try to stay to stay Hera as long as posable get that shot fore the weed do it fore anything please be sober we love ❤️and support you we love you 😍 love ❤️ the hair

    Queen Alesha ArtsQueen Alesha ArtsPred 4 urami
  • demi é uma deusa guerreira, esse documentário, só veio pra contar a história de luta e superação da rainha chamada demi lovato.

    bela Salesbela SalesPred 4 urami
  • Anyone have accessible, affordable mental health resource recommendations for Texas?

    Jessica ShmessicaJessica ShmessicaPred 4 urami
  • I hope she has a sponsor and is in a 12 step program addiction is so SO hard and I just want her to be safe and happy, proud of her progress and hope she has genuine support/safety/peace/happiness!! 💖💖 ALSO THE HAIRRRRR 😍😍 YASS GIRL

    Cara-Cara-Pred 4 urami
  • She has come a long way I am so proud of how far she came. She is definitely a warrior. Depression is no joke.

    Kari WisniewskiKari WisniewskiPred 5 urami
  • Wow my heart. You know you’re loved and supported beyond words, I hope, Demi. No matter how famous or “little” people are in your life, everyone is so proud of you and admire you. Your heart is so pure and real and raw and I love your new album so much 😍

    Stephanie MickleStephanie MicklePred 5 urami
  • I absolutely loved Mr. Elton John’s advice. He made the most sense to me. Real but not disrespectful.

    Leticia MilanLeticia MilanPred 5 urami
  • I thought the watermelon cake was cute until I realized it was an actual watermelon, instead of the cake flavor.

    __ilovelucysomuch__ilovelucysomuchPred 5 urami
  • I think she needs to go to a psychiatrist/psych ward. I'm not trying to be rude, but if she's still taking substances/drinking after almost drinking from it, is not normal.

    __ilovelucysomuch__ilovelucysomuchPred 5 urami
  • The price for fame is death. It is there waiting. When you sell your soul to the Devil he wins in the end every time.

    A Peppermint CandyA Peppermint CandyPred 5 urami
  • Everyone in this documentary seems so disconnected from reality.

    __ilovelucysomuch__ilovelucysomuchPred 5 urami
    • Yeah this is really hard to take in. I mean I care about people with mental issues but these are basically the most lucky people lmfao

      william hummerickwilliam hummerickPred 5 urami
  • People with addiction in their family shouldn’t drink, or do substance’s.

    lisa barneslisa barnesPred 5 urami
  • We love you 🤍

    Luke ChristyLuke ChristyPred 5 urami
  • she really likes attention....

    E TE TPred 6 urami
  • Thank you for posting this! I’m saving it to watch later.

    Chris SpiersChris SpiersPred 6 urami
  • I pray for you Demi Lovato, life is a struggle at times but you are one of the strongest I’ve seen , I know you got this! I believe in you, as I always have♥️ Love one of your biggest fans 💋 You have no idea how much your music has helped me in life, to me you are AMAZING 💯

    Mommy CCMommy CCPred 6 urami
  • A watermelon cake??? So sad.

    Tara PeckhamTara PeckhamPred 6 urami
  • hope this is the last one of these documentaries, seems exploitative of her issues, don't make another one of these in 4-5 years (seems to be a pattern forming here)

    Just here to comment, ok, don't want any troubleJust here to comment, ok, don't want any troublePred 6 urami
  • I am so on the same level as this. Just let me know if you ever need any normal help. My IG is paigebre and you can have complete privacy. Life is hard and I’m accustomed to that.

    Bre FosterBre FosterPred 6 urami
  • Demi is such an amazingly honest and vulnerable human being with an angelic voice who with all her fame continues to keep her humbleness. May you keep on writing your story in your lyrics and be true to yourself first.

    Yvonne SantiagoYvonne SantiagoPred 6 urami
  • Elton over here just being a blunt grandpa, I love it

    Andrea the Music OwlAndrea the Music OwlPred 6 urami
  • The other episodes felt more natural to me but this feels like she's reading word for word off a script. Like at 17:38 it looks like she's reading something.

    Andrea the Music OwlAndrea the Music OwlPred 6 urami
  • She will figure it out. Gods got this. She is not alone.

    Mary Lee RobinsonMary Lee RobinsonPred 7 urami
    • People in the comments need to stop demonizing weed

      nijuo joingnijuo joingPred 6 urami
  • please stop recommending me this garbage @SLworlds. i dont care about this junkie. never will. stop suggesting this to me

    Mark GarciaMark GarciaPred 7 urami
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      nijuo joingnijuo joingPred 6 urami
  • I remember Demi told at an interview she changes her hair not to do another tattoo. l think also with drugs. All the time she needs a change- she tries to change her hair. So yeah I get worried when she cuts her hair

    Antuerpia SundayAntuerpia SundayPred 7 urami
  • Demi eu te amo muito❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    Patrícia GeovannaPatrícia GeovannaPred 7 urami
  • Va a terminar mal. Es una pena y realmente no creo que un adicto «conozca sus límites». La moderación no sirve.

    Yamila RiveraYamila RiveraPred 7 urami
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    Clalala TayagClalala TayagPred 7 urami
  • We may be sisters from another mister. 🥰

    AJ jesseSiAJ jesseSiPred 7 urami
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    Virginia WilsonVirginia WilsonPred 7 urami
  • Omg! Sweetie im here for you... Just separated after 30years. Heartbreaking sweetheart😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇

    AJ jesseSiAJ jesseSiPred 7 urami
  • Interesting that she does not consider herself a woman of color. She has an amazing platform and can and will do some much

    Starla NStarla NPred 7 urami
  • I highly encourage folks sceptical of Demi's perspective to check out "Murf Meyer is Self Medicated" on Spotify. Harm reduction is a valid path forward, and it's certainly not helpful to leave thousands of negative comments.

    missbookworm29missbookworm29Pred 7 urami
  • You got this Demi 🤍 do yourself

    Mark S.Mark S.Pred 7 urami
  • I love you Demi

    larissa ossowskilarissa ossowskiPred 7 urami
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    Brianna GonzalesBrianna GonzalesPred 7 urami
  • What will said gave me goose bumps. He's very sweet

    Laura PLaura PPred 7 urami
  • The safe romania transmurally flash because drawer byerly zoom off a coordinated apparatus. coherent, ignorant whiskey

    Brianna GonzalesBrianna GonzalesPred 7 urami
  • People in the comments need to stop demonizing weed

    Katerina VanettiKaterina VanettiPred 8 urami
    • Maybe. What about alcohol?

      Clare ShermanClare ShermanPred 7 urami
  • Demi,in order to get fully recovered you need to go Don't have to speak up about your problems to the fact,you shouldnt do that. All that it does is that it makes it way harder for you to need to have a private life where only you and your loved ones are aware of your problems.people's opinions when you get public will only make you feel is hard to deal with thousands of harmful comments.wish you all the best in your life.for the last Time,you dont need to go public to recover.

    ferhat ferhatferhat ferhatPred 8 urami
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    Chouinard RobertChouinard RobertPred 8 urami
  • Demi's team PLEASE hire a counselor about her addiction. Addiction is a lifelong thing and cannot fix in a snap of a finger

    Brie DeriloBrie DeriloPred 8 urami
  • I proud of you

    Cicera VitoriaCicera VitoriaPred 8 urami

    gabit paivagabit paivaPred 9 urami
  • Christina Aguilera looks like a Meshki model

    Jasmine HooperJasmine HooperPred 9 urami
  • YOU CANNOT drink on the VIVITROL SHOT. So she either isn’t getting the shot or she isn’t drinking- which one do you think.

    Chelsea DonoghueChelsea DonoghuePred 9 urami
  • I don't know if I believe anything she is saying. People have said she is a great liar and to me that is scary. Are we as fans getting the truth or is this what she wants us to see? I pray that she finds peace, love, and happiness in her life.

    Madison MeltonMadison MeltonPred 9 urami
    • She’s an addict. Addicts lie.

      Clare ShermanClare ShermanPred 7 urami
  • “The hardest part of the break up was mourning the person I thought he was.“ That’s big.

    Micah CaronMicah CaronPred 9 urami
  • WHO CARES?????? Think about it...

    ramon dramon dPred 9 urami
  • I play video games until I can’t stay awake that’s how I help beat my depression daily . Otherwise I’d act on my anger and impulses. Plus my meds help. FYI I have bipolar disorder or mood disorder cuz I’m in the middle .

    Holderman 5423Holderman 5423Pred 9 urami
  • Yea girl heat up dat mf spoon

    Drew BoomDrew BoomPred 9 urami
  • Demi's laugh is literal sunshine

    Alexis NaudenAlexis NaudenPred 9 urami
  • 5:30 how do you divorce your fiance? "I deal with a level of depression most people won't be able to understand" Okay, you don't know what other people have been through. You can't say what people will understand and what they won't.

    Denise JohnsonDenise JohnsonPred 9 urami
  • I really hope that Demi doesn't OD again... The whole drinking and smoking in moderation has me really worried. Once you start again you don't want to stop. You think you can control it until you are in that same place as before and you may not be so lucky the second time.. Praying for her to live a long and happy life

    Mckenzie LeggeMckenzie LeggePred 9 urami
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    FAT FUCKFAT FUCKPred 10 urami
  • She is just the most brave and extraordinary human being ever! Thank you for learning and helping me so much, Demi ❤️

    IZAGEROS na europaIZAGEROS na europaPred 10 urami
  • As a person who has been around addicts first hand. Moderation truly doesn’t work. Well let me put it this way it doesn’t work for addicts. It will eventually lead to something worse. And she’s surrounded by people who are telling her yes. I know with addicts and just people in general you can’t tell them what to do but you can encourage them to do something else. I was so proud the first 3 episodes and this just broke my heart.

    Destiny McnuttDestiny McnuttPred 10 urami
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    melodie smithmelodie smithPred 10 urami
  • the documentary is called "dancing with the devil" so let's touch on when she sold her soul to the devil and if she’s decided to give her life to Christ

    Salina PeaceSalina PeacePred 10 urami
    • I agree with Elton Periodt!!!!

      Salina PeaceSalina PeacePred 10 urami
  • Opinions are like a holes everyone has one!

    MelMelPred 10 urami
  • This was amazing and I was touched by every single person in this series! I'm happy for Demi I believe in ya girl!

    Robyn YoungRobyn YoungPred 10 urami
  • Youve got a black soul lol

    Dawn's PageDawn's PagePred 10 urami
  • I wish they would have talked more about the bipolar subject to clear a little more on it and what happened those years ago and after her ‘diagnosis’ demi mentioned she was acting out in different ways years ago and a lot of it was because of mental health issues, i wonder if many of the things were because of the health issues along with immaturity or mainly contributed because of mental health and envious the incident where she punched her back up dancer or staying up late and writing songs. I also wonder if there where any struggles she did or didnt feel after bipolar diagnosis and medication when she actually didnt have it and maybe it was actually something like depression for example..or not..

    Leslie RLeslie RPred 10 urami
  • If your not well, then just get at a less pressured pace maybe. Youve got this!

    Dawn's PageDawn's PagePred 10 urami
  • 👏 👏 💖💖💖

    Jenellie CookieJenellie CookiePred 10 urami
  • So, listen to Elton. He got through it and you can too.

    Dawn's PageDawn's PagePred 10 urami
  • Plz help yourself hon. We dont want you to be another story on front of newspaper. Plz I pray you help yourself and take your life seriously

    Dawn's PageDawn's PagePred 10 urami
  • Maybe, more rehab? I love Elton. He helped robbie williams too

    Dawn's PageDawn's PagePred 10 urami
  • That's my hair, that PIXIE HAIR CUT LOOKS GORGEOUS ♡♡♡♡

    Amy PadillaAmy PadillaPred 10 urami
  • You only know how to give your heart again when you stop thinking abt ur ex agn.

    Dawn's PageDawn's PagePred 10 urami

    James FoxJames FoxPred 10 urami
  • I love you🥺❤️

    Izabelli Sccp1910Izabelli Sccp1910Pred 11 urami
  • Has anyone else tried to watch this and it tells you it requires payment?

    Brandy EasterBrandy EasterPred 11 urami
  • I hope she eventually comes to the realization that she really doesn’t need a drink or a smoke, and finds something to release stress and pain without harming herself because I feel like the moderation will hurt her in some aspect. she deserves that, to not feel pain.

    TheLiviaNicoleTheLiviaNicolePred 11 urami
  • omg... demi,... "And I don't know how to give my heart to someone after this"... I feel exactly the same... I broke my engagement in October ... he was not who I thought he was... I'm broken inside... the pain won't go away

    bruna silvabruna silvaPred 11 urami
  • My mom has been clean from crack since sept 11 2001 ! And yet still smokes weed every single day and drinks occasionally. I believe in her and her moderation. If it can work for her... it can possibly work for demi 🤷‍♀️ wishing you the absolute best demi !

    Official.CanadianGirlOfficial.CanadianGirlPred 11 urami
  • her house is so me. erratic & honest & beautiful

    heidi raiseheidi raisePred 11 urami
  • 14:46

    Kat KatKat KatPred 11 urami
  • the drinking & smoking is an attempt at filling a void. i’m not sure what demi’s missing but i just hope she finds it. she’s my angel. she’s been my world since i was in grade school. i’m not angry or disappointed in her. i just want more for her. i want the world for her.

    heidi raiseheidi raisePred 11 urami
  • there is no moderation lol

    beth sanderbeth sanderPred 11 urami
  • Rich people bitching how hard it is............

    Roach 990Roach 990Pred 11 urami
  • Love her haircut 💜 it looks so cute.

    Claudia WatenpuhlClaudia WatenpuhlPred 11 urami
  • Feminist anti family babble

    Devon RavenDevon RavenPred 11 urami
  • I want Demi Lovato on Suber Bowl LVI halftime

    Maria Luiza CunhalimaMaria Luiza CunhalimaPred 11 urami
  • I love the fact that your honest but your so strong Demi and I’m sorry about your engagement I saw it on your Instagram but you’ll find someone waaayyy better it’s just super hard at first especially when u have to do it alone I love you Demi I hope you know that you help out a lot of girl and young adult women and also grown women as well your strong and beautiful ❤️💓💓💓💜💜💜

    Brandy ScottBrandy ScottPred 11 urami
  • This documentary did not sit well with me. It seems exploitative and none of it seems genuine.

    Karee MarshKaree MarshPred 12 urami
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    Jack MorganJack MorganPred 12 urami
  • Demi, you will never be put in a BOX. You are a creator. You are magnificent. You are the truth and know your truth. I love you hunny. Thank you 🙏

    Mom DalorianMom DalorianPred 12 urami
  • “It’s just a little red wine, I’ll be fine” -Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.

    Very VeronicaVery VeronicaPred 12 urami
  • Go Demi!!!!! You got this. ❤️

    CarolynCarolynPred 12 urami

    jeremy urbatschjeremy urbatschPred 12 urami
  • I think her still using drugs is ok and drink is also ok but most important is she is doing her best to get some self control from taking those hard drugs I think everyone goes through that cause most people use it those things to numb ourselves

    Stephanie GrandeStephanie GrandePred 13 urami